So, many of you have been wondering what is up with me lately. Why I have not posted etc. The truth is I have been barely living...
As many of you may already know I am bi-polar. I am seeking treatment, yet even with the meds sometimes life just isn't good and I am just barely making it. This has been the case for this whole month of January basically.
I have not had any energy. I have had no desire to do anything or talk to anyone. Just your basic DEPRESSION...
I was doing well until the week of Christmas. I was staying on program and still exercising. I was just too busy to report about it. Then things went down hill.
This is not to be seen as excuses just an explanation. I need to get back into LIVING! It's just hard when you don't really want to be alive.
I will report tomorrow where ever I am...SCARY! And I will at least start going through the motions.
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yay good for you!! way to live! good luck!
You know I'm down the street if you need anything!
I am so happy you have decided to "get back on the horse!" I know what living with depression is like, and it's hard to offer support and comfort to someone who doesn't want it. I am very impressed that you keep with it and I hope and pray that you have more happy days than bad ones - that's the support and comfort I can offer.
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